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Another day has passed. I have no good comments about it. Felt like a zombie today. Couldn't walk naturally cos of the toe. Various muscles are aching, especially my intestines. Yeah. There's a sour feeling inside. My left arm is sore for no reason. My jaw is a little stiff as well. Can hear some strange peeling sound when i move it. And my left little finger is swollen to a puff. Though it's quite fat, it looks cute actually. haha. think I blocked a kick and injured it. was rubbing zam buk on it last night and i was literally screaming. hurts so bad. omg. can't even bend it. it's so stifffff. how to play ball like that. Felt sooo tired that i slept when i went back to fyp lab after lunch. it was only 1pm. kept yawning and yawning. when will the torture end????? I want to train!!!!!
practically did nothing during lessons today. except for OSIN lecture. I was the first to arrive even though it was already 9:08am. My first reaction was "Wah". the second guy who came in had the same reaction. then slowly mroe people came in. damn it i had wanted to leave when i saw the empty LT, but as i decided to turn around, my lecturer came in behind me. (#*&^ anyway this was the only time i really paid attention. the tutorial before does not count since i didnt print the tut sheet. after that was lunch and sleep all the way. 3pm lab, sat theere playing games and 1 hr later went out to urine and buy some food. think was outside for half an hour. haha the lecturer couldn't say anything also. but we shd be responsible for ourselves. so i think i will fail this subject. and submission for this subject's assignment is sat, oh no changed to next monday already. wanted to do it after school today, but played virtua tennis all the way till 8.30. however, i found a good website to help with my assignment! maybe later after tv continue a bit before sleeping. hehe. that's it for school. no life. sucks totally. im a zombie. and coincidentally BUS canteen was playing Cranberries' Zombie during lunch.
well was having dinner at a coffeeshop near my place. ordered sliced fish soup. (*^&#($&# another waste of money and time. there was this neighbourhood ah pek who would walk around and just curse everyone whenever he likes it. so he was creating quite a commotion when people around started teasing him. felt quite sad for him even though he always makes a nuisance there. but the adults shd be more civilised and educated. they shd be ashamed of themselves. one of them even pushed the rubbish bin past him very quickly and nearly knocked him. and the foreign cleaners also joined in. come here to work and still have the cheek to tease people. felt like screwing them up. but i thought since they were feeling happy teasing the ah pek, and the ah pek was feeling happy cursing everyone, it was fair enough. the worst is when one skinny indian asshole came along and gave a fucked up look at the ah pek. just kept disturbing the ah pek and wanted to challenge him to something when he himself is scared like fuck. fancy a 40-year-old being afraid of an old man and trying to act tough. i wanted to throw my bowl at him, but it was still full of food and i didnt intend to waste it. there were some carlsberg bottles but they belonged to somebody else. i took about half an hour to finish the dreadful dinner, and that indian asshole was scared off by another indian guy just as i was about to finish eating. i wonder will i really throw my bowl at him. im not that violent a person. am i?
bubbye.
practically did nothing during lessons today. except for OSIN lecture. I was the first to arrive even though it was already 9:08am. My first reaction was "Wah". the second guy who came in had the same reaction. then slowly mroe people came in. damn it i had wanted to leave when i saw the empty LT, but as i decided to turn around, my lecturer came in behind me. (#*&^ anyway this was the only time i really paid attention. the tutorial before does not count since i didnt print the tut sheet. after that was lunch and sleep all the way. 3pm lab, sat theere playing games and 1 hr later went out to urine and buy some food. think was outside for half an hour. haha the lecturer couldn't say anything also. but we shd be responsible for ourselves. so i think i will fail this subject. and submission for this subject's assignment is sat, oh no changed to next monday already. wanted to do it after school today, but played virtua tennis all the way till 8.30. however, i found a good website to help with my assignment! maybe later after tv continue a bit before sleeping. hehe. that's it for school. no life. sucks totally. im a zombie. and coincidentally BUS canteen was playing Cranberries' Zombie during lunch.
well was having dinner at a coffeeshop near my place. ordered sliced fish soup. (*^&#($&# another waste of money and time. there was this neighbourhood ah pek who would walk around and just curse everyone whenever he likes it. so he was creating quite a commotion when people around started teasing him. felt quite sad for him even though he always makes a nuisance there. but the adults shd be more civilised and educated. they shd be ashamed of themselves. one of them even pushed the rubbish bin past him very quickly and nearly knocked him. and the foreign cleaners also joined in. come here to work and still have the cheek to tease people. felt like screwing them up. but i thought since they were feeling happy teasing the ah pek, and the ah pek was feeling happy cursing everyone, it was fair enough. the worst is when one skinny indian asshole came along and gave a fucked up look at the ah pek. just kept disturbing the ah pek and wanted to challenge him to something when he himself is scared like fuck. fancy a 40-year-old being afraid of an old man and trying to act tough. i wanted to throw my bowl at him, but it was still full of food and i didnt intend to waste it. there were some carlsberg bottles but they belonged to somebody else. i took about half an hour to finish the dreadful dinner, and that indian asshole was scared off by another indian guy just as i was about to finish eating. i wonder will i really throw my bowl at him. im not that violent a person. am i?
bubbye.
posted by I'm searching no more at 10:01 PM
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