Friday, April 22, 2005

Don't Forget to Remember

It's one of Bee Gee's songs. A very nice one too. Though slightly old-fashioned, especially the MTV, it's a rather meaningful song.
Don't Forget, to Remember. Four words to describe something which may happen to everyone in everyday life. Genius.

Which leads to myself. I'm still suffering from loss of memory. Apparently it is not called amnesia. I've learnt it in OOAD before, again. Something dunno what 7sec memory or what. And yes I've forgotten what is it. Damn it.

My mom says it's largely due to my late-nights. Although I do agree with her, does the fact that I wake up late in the morning neutralize the effect? Also she said because I have too much to think, which I also believe, that I have no extra storage for other things. I need a 1GB memory stick.....

Also, I think it's time I reflect upon myself. Recently, I have been doing things that are irresponsible. Like for example, just Monday ska organised another bbq to celebrate the success of SIA's demonstration. Hell I think my body contained more alcohol than saliva. But that's not the point. I promised someone to stay overnight and clear up the place the next morning. How was I to do that when I had only two hours of sleep from 5.30am and still drowsy when woken? So I only washed what's there to wash, including the tables and floor. And I left them to dry there and went home. Thinking back, I should have just carried the tables back to the dojo and the utensils back to the kitchen. I didn't keep my word.
Next, I haven't been punctual. Many a times I've made people waited for me for 5 to 10 minutes when I could have been early. It's a bad habit.

Small things like these might seem unharmful. But the saying goes, "sedikit sedikit, lama lama jhati bukit"

Thus, I shall go to bed now and think about my life.