*Yawn.....*
What a sleepy day for me. Had to wake up early to go school and get prepared for my FYP evaluation. *thunder-sound* I was hoping to add in some more details to my system before our evaluator comes, but alas! Still couldn't figure something out since last night. Then she came.....but overall still quite ok lah. Tried quite hard to explain some concepts to her, but found that i was sort of stammering. hahaha malfunctioning of the brain is improving! haha can understand? My english teacher would scold me for being oxymoronic. Which reminds me, I was quite pissed when I first saw this word on my script. Then I found out later that an oxymoron means a contradiction of your own words. For example: "A deafening silence". Hey, I'm giving free English lessons! Whahah so bhb. Hmm was also reading through some of my 'masterpices' and found that I had quite a lot of stupid ideas for my essays. hahaha. Maybe got time post up some of them also. Hmm i keep saying this but until now still havent do anything.
Right. Though I could see my evaluator's disappoinment, she still gave us suggestions to improve on our system and encouraged us to speed up. I'm truly grateful and appreciative of her. Should have done something for her on Teacher's Day. Unlike my stupid ought to die supervisor. U are not called supervisor for nothing k! Ever since the start of FYP what have you done for us? I firmly believe that until now you still have no idea of what our project is about right! And I also believe you don't even read the journals and other shit we submit to you! You don't even come and supervise us! You don't even check how we're progressing and pressure us, so we slacked, and ended up in this helpless state! And you left at the moment u see our evaluator toking to us this morning! Can't u even wait for a short while? Hey i don't really care now if you're going to see our work already. "mmm, ok" is what he always says even though it really isn't ok! I shall blam u at every chance I feel like it. Sankara get ur ass back to your homeland along with your sister before i send it flying for you!
I AM GOING TO WORK HARD FOR FYP!!!!! hopefully.....haha.
As I was saying, this was a sleepy day for me. I was too weak to attend Karate. Even if I went I would be disrupting the others. So I came back early for a long-time-never-like-that dinner. Felt so good. And bathed early too. Felt so good. Then parents went to watch Ge Tai already. Brother in my parent's room dunno doing what. GrrrR hate it when he's home; especially with his gf. Luckily today he's alone.
Right been trying to find Alex To's original Zhong Ai Yi Shen for a long time. Sort of forgotten till I heard it again recently. It's such a nice song. Anyone has it?
K lah go do my project already. Want to sleep earlier today. Tomolo go sch continue and then afternoon go hunting for present and then at night dinner with my sec sch classmates! So long never meet them already. And so long never go out already. No life.
Jady says Bubbye~
Choo choo~
K im kind of late for blogging today. So gonna keep it short. Hopefully. Today whole body aching like nobody's business. In fact it really isn't anyone's business, but wth. Then early morning left house already there was such a heavy downpour. So unlucky. I had to dash across the rain from void deck to void deck like as though I was playing some soldier infiltration enemy base kind of game. And at some point I was quite lost for where to head to next. ahhaha. So early had to get drenched and sweaty and work my poor already aching legs. Bad start.....
Anyway I went to school and wanted to touch up my assignment for consultation, but couldn't finish all so printed part of it and showed to my lecturer. Surprisingly she gave good comments and then i can relac one corner already. Worked till 3am last night, was worth it. But got quite stressed so I populated some crap data into the spreadsheet. ahah maybe got time take screenshot and show u all how childish i am.
Then I was doing my fyp on my group mate's computer when a girl came and just sat on my chair and started toking to her group mate who is also my group mate. Whoa i tell u my friend and i got turned off by her smell sia. dunno what kind of perfume or oil she applied so strong smell! And she also used my computer. Halfway through her impudence she started applying the moisturizing lotion all over her hands. Fwah the smell was even worst! I wanted to laugh but i placed my finger across my nose instead. Well she noticed it and said: "eh is this ur com? sorry i use hor. Is it very bad smell? sorry leh i dunno, some guys cannot take this smell one." i told her no, my nose itchy. I was totally disgusted by then and my friend left me alone to go to toilet or dunno where. shit him. And then she wanted to check the time and just took up my phone to see. Hallo young lady! Who are you?!!? Where you play!? Finally couldn't stnad it and asked the guys to go for lunch. Hor! K Went to have lunch at kfc again. Today's chicken not bad. But i think i'm spending too much on unnecessary stuffs. Some more make me gain weight only. took a measurement yesterday and realised i am 68kg!!!!! omfg what happened. Im becoming fatter. holidays must make it a point to slim down!!!!! I think i made quite some people happy today. I did a lot of stupid things and wore my friends jacket with the zip at my back and the hood covering my face. Shall call it the 'Mang Ren Ri Zi'. hhaa. they told me passers by were laughing at me also. ahah. good lah. make people happy i also happy. but if u think im trying to gain attention, then so be it u ignorant fool. But hey i could actually walk quite well blind folded, though i touched quite some shit on the railing and kicked a rubbish bin, i could walk down the stairs by myself. ahhah.
Hah in the end today no meet Sankara Rajulu Sundara Rajulu, the only lecturer in IT school where typing his login name and password for his com will take one day. Gave him some stupid reason and changed it to tomolo morning. but he changed it to after the evaluation. wtf then still meet u for what. waste our time. i think he just wants to sleep longer. seriously u should go die.
So i tried doing my fyp but fell asleep halfway cos i was so worn out. and i drooled, ahahah. luckily no one saw. woke up, no mood to do anymore and so read a comic and at the same time disturbing my friend. finish reading, time to go for karate. was totally Lembeh ah. Couldn't do anything much. haha just slacked all the way. Then my instructor told me to train up for some selection thing next sunday. dunno what if pass then go malaysia or something. where got time go malaysia? but i think basically he just wants me to bash up the applicants from other clubs lah. can go malaysia or not also buay hiao kin. hehe. he also asked me to do more running. ahha. run again. Sian lah. dunno how. got time to train meh. hmm im quite pissed by 2 websites that i came across promoting karate in singapore. low-class individuals who were former trainees of ska now trying to go against us. and yes they're the people im supposed to bash. so watch out.....
eh think i still typed very long leh. ahha kk continue with my fyp. bubbye.
Should I be happy or disappointed?
Today was my NAPFA test. How should I start? K I know. Let's start at 3.00pm reporting time. I was late for 5 minutes, but when reached there I saw so many people dunno doing what. And the briefing was already on, and half the time I couldn't make a word of it. So went to change instead. After that dunno what to do, and 10 mins later I realised we had to fill in an OAS. okay, so fill here fill there, take weight and height, hand in, then dunno what to do already. 15 mins later another briefing started. Still I couldn't hear clearly wtf those people was saying. Anyway the next thing I realised warming up started. Ok before I knew it, it was over. So stupid sia dunno what kind of lousy warming up they doing. I could have spent those time where I dunno what to do, to do proper warming up and stretching. Kao. After that we just sat at the spectator seats for another 10mins before proceeding to the first station. Already wasted so much time and not properly warmed up and felt sleepy. sucks. Now for the results. Standing Broad Jump: 229cm. D grade!!!!! Man I thought I could at least get 3 points with considerable ease for this, but I fared so badly! Never have I gotten a D grade before. Some more is jumping. Hai.....So disappointed. There goes my gold.....Next, Sit and Reach: 40-something. I didn't know how much cos the tester helped us to cheat and get 50cm. ahah. This one also I thought I could clear the 5 points easily. But i think my own score was quite bad. Hai.....Should have done more stretching during Karate. And after that my hamstrings were hurting already. Pull-up: 13 without kicking. Could have done more but stopped at 9 to catch a breathe. Wasted a lot of energy and hands were beginning to wet. So couldn't continue after 13. They should or I should have brought a towel or something to grip on. Hai.....Shuttle run: I took 3 attempts in total. Damn it. First try run halfway my shoe flew off. Not counted. Second time I ran with my socks. And I slipped a bit here and there - 10:8seconds. The tester told me to try again. So after a while I retook with my friend's shoes. Good grip there, but last lap it came off again. But clocked a 9.8s. So okay no need to redo haha. I aimed a B for this, but got an A so i'm quite satisfied. Yay. Sit-ups: 57. Haha was doing well all the while but left last 20seconds and I felt a bit sian so stopped at 50. until my friend shouted at me to carry on and I only did 7 more cos the momentum wasn't there already. Maybe could have done 70 if chiong all the way. ahahah i'm so dumb. Stupid boy. Now the worst nightmare: 2.4km! Omg I was really nervous about it cos I soooo long never train running already. In fact I was really not in the mind to run and when the signal was given to run, I had the thought that I shouldn't be running for a stupid test like this. Dunno why I felt this way but I really wanted to stop. But something made me carry on as I see two of my friends zooming off ahead. I just ran. All the while my mind was thinking of her. And I just ran and ran until I reached the u-turn point and felt as though the distance was so short. I was quite delighted to see my friend passing by me. So I turned and continued running. I felt that I couldn't disappoint her, ahha, dunno for wat feel this way but still I felt it. So I ran some more. And suddenly I saw some people running at a right further lane towards my direction. I thought how come still have to run there? And again I wanted to stop but felt that I would be a wimp and lose out if i didn't see for myself where I should be running to. So I ran. And finally I saw one in-charge and was gestured to turn left into the bridge. Boy I was so happy that I carried on and the thought that I was about to finish the run was overwhelming. At the bridge, I sprinted quite a bit wanting to overtake the last person in front of me, but he turned and saw me catching up and suddenly he just ran off so quickly! Damn it I felt like crap sia. Still thought I could at least overtake another person and yet he had to run so fast and demoralise me. I slowed down a lot but continued jogging until I could see the finishing point. And I sprinted again. I couldn't believe myself. In the end I finished at the 8th position out of the whole 200+ cohort. I'm so proud of myself sia. Though I couldn't check the timing, I felt pleased that I did well for something I felt I was weak at. Karate has really shaped me into a man with strong will and determination and hidden prowess. hahaha. I shall continue to give my best during training and spreading Karate. Anyway after the run I was so exhausted but I didn't sit down leh. haha. And my legs still had the.....I think inertia cos I saw my friends leaving and I ran to catch up with one of them. I felt such power in my legs like never before that I thought I could do another 1km. Then we walked back to the sports hall together. Thanks to her and Karate, I did something which I thought I couldn't. So should I be happy or disappointed? HAha even better, after resting for a while, the guys suggested playing basketball. ahahaha. The time was already 7pm and I couldn't make it back to ska to help in the adult grading. So decided to join them lah. haha anyway so long never play bball already. Walk halfway I got distracted by some girls playing captain's ball. wahhaah so sat down and watched a bit until my friend got fed up. After one match, I was out of the match and decided to buy some drinks. Had to walk back to the sports hall lor. over there I saw the volleyball people. Wow the girls team is very strong! In fact can equal the guys in my opinion. Was mesmerized by their teamwork and techniques and yes some of them are good looking that I sort of forgot to go back to the game. But eventually I went back and continued playing. Decided to play ABC with a few guys while waiting for the next match. Gosh my shooting sucks! 90% of the time I missed! Dick lah. But after watching so many ball games like captain's ball lah, netball lah, volleyball lah, basketball lah, floorball lah, soccerball lah, ??? I realise I miss playing them. Hmm holidays must organise a game ourselves.
Tomolo whole body gonna ache like hell already. And another nightmare. Supervisor wants to see our project. He should kiss my ass. Today supposed to meet at 1.30pm but the email didn't reach him. Then I bumped into him at about 1.15pm. He didn't receive nvm, but he was giving me excuses not to meet my group although he was already outside the lab and his eyes were so big when he heard about the 1.30 thing. Come on lah a few minutes thing can kill you u ah. Then he asked me a lot of questions and i had to lie that we have something good to show him. If he had gone in then at least I would be more at ease since I have something not really good to show. Now how to rush the shit out. I was beginning to feel some hope in my FYP but now this had to happen. I think I'm going to fail again. And then Friday evaluator's meeting. ahhahaa this will be the last and then 2 weeks later will be the final presentation. Good luck man.
A lot of people say I have so much to blog. I also dunno why, probably im more in touch with my inner self? But actually my blog write here write there mostly also similar content leh. ahah.
Cheers~
Today is Tuesday :o)
Yay~! I received my $100 already!!!!! So happy~ hahahahaha. But still havent pay my sensei yet. He wouldn't want to do admin stuff so late anyway. Anyway this means I can clear my $150 debt, pay a $10 fee, and have $40 left to keep! Yay. Little but as they say: "Sedikit sedikit, lama lama jati bukit." :o) Oh no!!!!! It's gonna be a new month. Have to pay $30 subscription fees! ARGHHHHHHHH. $10 can do what leh.....Hmm maybe ask my mama pay the $30. muahahaah. No lah I won't. I always pay for myself whenever I can.
Hmm i'm listening to The Eagles now. Verrrrrrryyy nice music. They are so original and unique and Hotel California's solo is soooo cool. Some songs even change their 'course' of tunes so beautifully. Listen to New Kid In Town's music to understand what i mean. And Bee Gees also. Most of the songs are written and composed by themselves. And Barry Gibb's voice is so special. Ahhh it's hard to find good singers nowadays. Oldies are so much more pleasant.
Today is Tuesday. Just came back from Karate and I'm having dinner now. Maybe watch one episode of South Park before going to bathe. Hmm spent practically the whole day in school doing crap. Lesson from 8 till 11 and it was like soooo draggy and dull. I slept on my chair just like that. And throughout the lesson my stomach was rumbling. Got so much gas inside sia. Irregular diet.....And all because of school. TP I HATE YOU!!!!! Damn it everyday I have to sit in front of the computer. Sit until my kah cerng become flat and paht toh become one spare tyre. @*($&@() TP I HATE YOU!!!!! And also i've been consuming a lot of junk food recently, thanks to you TP. I've bloated up. TP I HATE YOU!!!!! Maybe i'm gonna give myself an assignment to be completed before exams are over. Maybe i'm gonna destroy your properties. Yes. Cut your cables, throw rubbish into your koi pond, pull off your surveilence cameras, blah blah blah. There's so many to do. At the same time I create jobs for external parties. So thank me when the time really comes. TP I HATE YOU!!!!! Was browsing through OLE after lesson and read a notice saying that we're supposed to remove all personal files from the digital dropbox. Already they reduced the storage space to such miserable amount and still dun even give us some leisure. Hey we're paying big bucks to study here ok. *(@#&$*( But that's actually quite fine lah. The worst part is that u didn't even give me a chance to remove it!!!!! U actually removed the whole damn service from ur subject!!!!! WTF man. Now i dun even know what i've lost inside. It's not just personal files ok. Schoolwork is inside also u bitch. TP I HATE YOU!!!!! I was fuming away and even forgot that I was hungry. U SUCK. GRRrrR maybe i should find someone to infiltrate into ur stupid and lousy system and destroy everything!!!!! TP I HATE YOU!!!!!
K enough of whining. After the storm, I tried doing my assignment and was toking to Jenn when this girl came beside me and starting using my msn. hahhaa. to tok to jenn. haha. then she asked so many embarassing questions, duh. couldn't and didn't know what to do with her lah. hai. Jenn if u're reading this, i hope u're not offended yeah? :o)
Finally went to have lunch. hmm the chicken rice stall dun sell eggs anymore. the situation is so baddddd. hope the disease gets dealt with soon. i miss eggs. and you. hahaah feels quite strange to associate u with eggs. nvm. but i really miss u. After lunch went back to continue with my assignment. wah totally no mood to do sia. Keep taking the wrong screen shots and had to change and change. in the end i only did 4 pages for the user guide. and then someone was playing crazy taxi. ahahahah he holds the highest record in the whole of the IT cohort now. $28000+ money earned. everyone surrounded and pressured him and it felt like i was back in the arcade where ppl would crowd around to see experts challenge each other. how i miss those days.....anyway i htink he trained at home that's y so impressive. ahahhah i'm ranked second with $18700 and Kiyoshi's third at $18000+. See the HUGE gap? madness. CRAZY!!!!!
By then i was leaving sch already. So tired.....hai. Gosh I blogged so much.
hmm i'm done with my dinner, but it's alreadyt so late. not gonna watch south park already. ahha going to bathe! bubbye~
Yay~
I'm so happy! After spending much energy and time, I've finally managed to produce something dynamic for my part of the project!!!!! Though the implementation isn't correct, at least my logic is working already. Just need to further modify it into something that is really user-defined. Then I can have something to show my evaluator already! Have a better chance of passing my FYP! Yay~
Just wanna highlight something, my phone sucks! It's spoilt to the extend that i need to spend 10 mins to send a sms because the battery is too weak + signal/reception is also very weak. And then sometimes I can't even receive or send a sms or call. So irritating. Was trying to send her a msg in the afternoon but the batt suddenly went flat. And then when I found a charger I still couldn't send cos ska is surrounded by walls and a spoilt phone didn't do much help to the situation. So kept trying and trying until 10mins (or more) later then finally sent it out. Duh. Been trying to look around for cheap Nokia phones. But seems like all phones with no plan costs above $100. And I dun wanna sign a plan cos i'm a light user. Though I can still sell my phone for at most $100 (trying to be very optimistic here), I still dun have the money to pay for the remainder. So until I receive my allowance, I have to tahan the irritation. Breathe in.....breathe out. Probably a Sanchin or Tensho would help. Hahah Karate should be applied to everyday life and everything that you do.
Hmm Vicky is driving already! Haha though I was quite frightened when he said he wanted to drive me around to buy some food, I thought we've known each other for so many years already and he wouldn't bear to kill me with a crash. Anyway he can just easily give me a punch or a kick and I might not be able to evade it. So, yah. Must say it was a fun experience lah, hehe. I mean, it's cool to see someone u grow up with doing something that you can't lor. Too bad i dun have money to take driving practicals. If not would have gone with him already. And worst still i failed my advanced theory! I felt so confident that I would pass it cos it seemed easy to me. But I failed. wtf. Maybe they do have a passing quota. Waste my $6. Well not gonna re-take since I can't take my practicals. Wait till NS.....breathe in.....breathe out. Probably a Sanchin or Tensho would help. Hahah Karate should be applied to everyday life and everything that you do. Hmm i seem to have said this somewhere.
K she requested again for me to blog more, and include more lame jokes. Hey i'm not lame ok. I'm VERY lame. Whahahahahahaha. But seriously i think the whole idea of my blog was a joke lah. I've never intended to blog and in fact felt blogging was girlish. Hmm maybe i'm gay now. Gay=happy. So why I blog is because I realise I can vent my feelings here like no tomorrow and dun give anyone reading my blog a damn. But i also realise that i've gotten to know others better through blogging. so blogging is a good and healthy thing. Just like Karate. So join Karate ok? heheh. And three of my friends also started blogging after they've seen me doing it.
Hmm I think i have something else to say, but can't remember. Damn it.
Anyway on with the joke. For the first time in history I'm disclosing this ultimate joke to everyone on the net. Read at your own risk.....
"Once upon a time.....Ok crap it. There was once an aeroplane carrying a full cabin of passengers flying across the ocean. Nvm which ocean just know that it's an ocean. Suddenly the aeroplane exploded for no reason. Haha. There was but one lucky survivor and fortunately for him he managed to swim to a nearby island. At first he thought the island wasn't inhabited, but alas, he was captured by a group of cannibals. The survivor was tied to a coconut tree above a cauldron full of boiling water thereafter and was questioned by the chief cannibal: "Do you want to live and experience 50 cojacks or die?" It was a short and sweet question, and of course the survivor chose to live although he had no idea what cojacks were. He felt that he still had much to accomplish in life, so he bravely accepted the idea of living on. Anyway that's not important. The next thing he realised, his pants was taken off by the Kah Kias and they were smiling sinisterly. Then they started to shoot the survivor's testes as though they were playing carrom. The survivor was screaming in agony while the sadistic torturers were totally enjoying every moment of it. 50 shots later, the balls were purplish and swelling. Poor guy.....The cannibals kept their promise and let him off. Soon he was rescued. A few months later, this poor guy was travelling overseas by plane when it exploded for no reason again. haha. Coincidentally, he swam to the same island. He thought "nabeh why so suay? Wa Si Ka Ho Kuay La." Very soon he was captured by the same cannibals and tied to a coconut tree above a cauldron full of boiling water. The survivor recalled the horrible experience and without hestitation, chose to die. The chief was impressed and ordered his kah kias to give him death. Then hor, the Kah Kias took off the survivor's pants, and smiling sinisterly, cojacked him until he died."
That's all for the joke. Feel free to redistribute. Better effect will be achieved by telling the joke and adding in actions.
Thank you all for reading. My fingers are hurting.
