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So late liao! I want to sleep! But hair's still wet and I don't want to use the hair dryer so soon. Grrr. Think I'm addicted to blogging already. Haha. Though today nothing much happened, might as well blog a bit since my hair is wet.
Hmm dunno is it my focus is deproving or wat, but it seems that recently I have problem trying to understand what people are toking about. I remember so clearly that we were supposed to show the tutor our portfolio next week, but this afternoon during APEL she said she wants to see it. wtf so i ran all the way from level 5 IT block to level 8 AS block to get the portfolio. Then when I brought it she said she remembered wrongly. I was arleady panting man. But she checked it anyway and said ok already next week no need to show. fine. then she was going through the lesson when she wanted to check our apel book. huh? although i was using someone else's completed book, i was confused by what she said. then she said this week is the last week for me to check u know. wth i tot next week still got lesson? fortunately she eventually realised her mistake. and she loves saying, "Help me to help you. I dun wan to fail u." I think it's time u helped urself. And is it so difficult to give a pass to apel? just give lah, it's not as if we didnt do our work what. what do u really demand from us? is it just me or wat? it's not just today's incident. many other occassions already. today dunno why my hands are very shaky. When going school my left hand suddenly just trembled. then keep dropping things. this afternoon i toppled my milo-peng at the BUS western food stall. the aunties had to do extra work. grrr. and i had to buy another. worst.
Hai today another slacking day. Im really a failure. I've already started researching for my project, but halfway no heart to continue. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Went to a funeral just now with the ska people. was sitting there for quite long, and the topic drifted to gangsterism in the 70s. people then are ruthless, merciless, and have guts, though they have nothing else better to do. Very uncivilised also. They just chop and shoot and watever without fear. nowadays those ah beng ah seng act a lot only. laughing stock. go home, drink more milk, and grow up lah.
K my hair is drying. and im sleepy.
take care all.

Games

Muahahaha. I disappointed myself again today. Been playing games the whole day while I was in lab. Jady ah Jady can you please buck up? This is not the real me. What has happened that caused me to be so weak?????
Oh yeah had a good shiting session this morning. Shited before going to school. After one lesson shit again. This time cleared a lot of gas and other unwanted goods. Felt quite good. Been a long time since I really cleared my stomach. Anyway slept through 40% of the lecture again. Die liao lah wtf am I doing man. Keep saying want to do project but in the end play games. Some more still installed new game. Virtual Tennis! hahahaha. Have a good laugh over it sia. Hmm the fyp lab is full of lan gaming going on now. How to do project like that?!?!?! Some more play warcraft play halfway can sleep also. Better to go home instead. Got bed, and nice music.
Last night just said I dislike people saying I look fierce, and this morning my comm skills tutor was staring at me and said I look fierce when I dun smile, again. )_@*($&*(#$*(& I dun smile got ur problem? Why u want to look at me. Siao. U like to see people smile u go woodbrige lah. People are always happy there. Not trying to mock them, it's the truth. They're the happiest people on Earth. Occasionally I will see a 'Shou3 Wu3 Zhu2 Dao3', as what I call him, uncle who will be walking all around St george's estate. He's oblivious to the surroundings at times, but at the same time can go coffeeshop and drink leftovers and then return the cups as a token of gratitude. Amazing.....
Wah today slacked during training also. Not that I want to slack, but really no energy to do properly. There were times when I gave my best, but when change hands the determination dropped to level -10. And got fucked for nothing when i wanted to tell my instructor about something. ahhaha think he was really pissed at some related stuffs. And he kept reminding me to keep fit for sunday. How to keep fit when my mind is so weak. He still can't see how tired i am. But im ready to kick some ass on sunday. Some choices for me to inflict on my opponent: 1. See blood. 2. Pity him and stop at the appropriate time. 3. combination of 1 & 2. I'm gonna go on a killing spree. Hopefully on sunday i can be in good form. Muahahahahaha.
ARghhhhhhhhh just broke my toe nail!!!!! I want it to be longgggggggggggggg. Been keeping it for about 1 month now, i think. Just trying something new. Only one big toenail on my right. Now the nail is uneven. GrrRR. Should be cutting it off soon.
Hmm actually im in quite a delighted mood. Cos today so many people blogged and tagged! Enjoyed reading them. Hhaah.
Yay my dinner has arrived, gtg peeps!
And oh yah, kind people, please bless me with the strength i need to do my project!!!!!

Ugggggh

Highlights of the day: 1. Slack
Hai.....supposed to meet my friend at 11am today. Woke up at 10, in fact 9.45, but couldn't wake up. And when I woke up again it was already 10.30. So quickly wash up and caught the 11am bus just in time. Hahaha. Reached at 11.20am. So sorry man.
Had wanted to gel up my hair into those Shanghai Tan/God of Gamblers' type today. Dunno how it ended up being centre parting when I reached school. And was quite messy, as though just woke up like that. Paiseh man. I also brought some board games to school. ahhahaah. but still haven't play. Thinking about it, soon most of us won't be seeing each other already. Hope to take this chance to do more things together.
Anyway we went for lunch soon. This guy here got so badly hurt by our words that he left and went back to fyp lab. AHhaha. Hi Alvin, it's you again. I know you are cool. As Bruce Lee says: "if the enemy is fast, be faster than him. if the enemy is cool, be cooler than him. But I guess all of us can never surpass you. You are too powerful. :o)
Anyway after lunch, we went back to lab. And saw Sankara Rajulu Sundara Rajulu there. What a spoiler. I decided to work on my fyp, hoping to fulfill what I said last night. Then he came and sat beside me, smiling. Felt like asking him: "smile wat". But didn't, cos i'm a good boy. Then I asked him:" you want to see the project ah". "Yah". nahbeh u happy u see, not happy bo hiew lah. *(Q@#&$*#*(& So showed him our work. "hmm okay, how about yours kiyoshi?" "hmm okay". And he left. Bastard waste our time and spoil my mood. I wanted to kill him so badly, but didn't, cos i'm a good boy. And Hui also said I shouldn't. Must listen lor. ahahahah. How I wish he would be one of them for me to bash on Sunday. After this dun feel like doing already. So started to play game. Bout half an hour later we noticed someone playing Grand Theft Auto 3!!!!! Omfg how cool. Installed it on a com, and started the killing spree! This is just the kind of game I needed. Vent all my unhappiness by shooting pedestrains, crashing cars, beating people, getting myself caught by police and dying in the crash. ahhahah so fun. There's so many itneresting things to do. Like stealing a policeman's car when the policeman got out of it. And just squashing people with any car. Totally cool. But dunno why the game keep hanging, so got quite irritated again and went to sleep. Wake up, started to play the previous game. AHahah. I had wanted so much to do my project, but i just couldn't bring my heart to it. Feel so bad. I'm such a useless bum. Anyway play play play 6+pm already. Then went to play basketball. Even worse. Could have gone for Karate instead for some real training. My mentality is deproving. Damn in now my feet hurts, shouldn't have gone barefoot. Then two secondary classmates saw me. Said I am dao because never say hi. I hate it when people say this, or when they say i'm fierce cos i'm not! GrrR. But this time I think I sounded quite fierce, probably the way i replied seemed rude or wat. I dun mean it!!!!! Ahhhh. And also people claim that i am or look rich and have a gf. I dunno why or how they come to this conclusion, but they're wrong. I hope so much to be rich and have a gf! ahhaha. Well the lights went out at 9 something. Then I suddenly felt like becoming a parade commander. It feels quite shiok to shout at the top of ur voice and hear some echoes. "Baris Sedia!" Kind of miss all these leh. Just the shouting. Not the cca. Made my way to the main bus stop and saw Hui. Hmm, I must have looked pretty scruffy by then. I think she lost the game, otherwise, tired. Forgot to ask her.
Now i'm having dinner.
Life has no meaning now. I'm wasting my time and youth doing unproductive stuffs. Like blogging. hmm maybe not blogging, since I can reflect on my younger days 5 years down the road. And i realise i blogged a lot last night even though i was dozing off. I need to treat myself better.
Hmm today's my ex's 18th birthday. Smsed her in the afternoon. Got no reply. @*&$(@&$ Next time dun talk to you already. Hmph.
*Poof*

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So tired.
Couldn't finish my lab test today. Think nobody else did also. Dunno why leh. Wasn't supposed to be a difficult paper, but just could not get the logic. Think I was too tired.
Went back to FYP lab. Did nothing much except edit a few pages of my assignment. Then went to have lunch. Was queueing when I received Shuhui's sms. Too tired to think already. Anyway I hope I have understood what you want me to understand.
Eat already went back lab to play game. Was practically playing game for the rest of the day. But decided to get my ass off the chair and so went down to buy some food. After eating I remembered that I need to print the assignment. So went down to Ultra Supplies to buy paper. Realised that AS got a lot of pretty girls also. ahaha. But dunno are they from AS. Anyway bought the paper, got it printed after a long time of gaming cos friend was using my com and the other coms couldn't print. Then went down to bind it. Hai walk up walk down. Whole day dunno doing what. Went back lab and felt so tired that I slept. Then she called me. But could hardly hear and recall what was the conversation about cos i was still very sleepy.
Anyway after that played some more games and then went to ska. Felt so useless. Totally did nothing useful today. Could have gone home to sleep. But tomolo I must code some shit out. Yes!
Well reached ska and saw many people there, most of them are new. My Shi Mei was there too. And she noticed the change. Strange that a 15 year old saw what others couldn't. Feel so disappointed at those ppl i trust. Took the warming up anyway and felt that my voice was louder than usual. Today no need to teach, but couldn't concentrate properly. Good thing Vicky was there to remind me time and again. So tired that I felt like stopping. Training over, went eating for a few trainees. Again same problem, dunno what to eat! GrrRR. I ordered 2 prata and they ordered a meal each. Was chatting when we toked about childhood stuffs again. I recall being so mischievious that my neighbour, brother and I spat saliva down the staircase through the railings outside. Then heads would turn up to see who the bugger was. At times we even waited for hands to appear, and then tried to hit the target. ahah. Or when someone looked up, take the chance to spit in their faces. It was fun then, but thinking of it now it's disgusting. ahahha. Then also last time i was constantly disturbed by some indians playing downstairs. I stayed at the 7th floor and yet i could still hear their screeching loud and clear. )#&$) Then my brother would take a plastic bag and fill it with water and throw it down. A while later we will hear them shouting. ahah. And when we felt that was not vicious enough, we added urine lah, saliva lah, dark/light soya sauce lah, pepper lah, chilli sauce lah, rubbish lah, anything lah, ehhe and then tied it up and aimed at them. Then Shew the bag will go Pom. And we will hear them screaming again. My brother wanted to see their reactions, and since he couldn't just pop his head out of the window, he pretended to lower the Bamboo used to hang clothes from the holders. haha what a stupid and funny idea. There was also once when I heard their mother saying, "You must ask them to come out! next time shout at them to come out!" Stupid u think i will show u my face? I will throw anotehr bomb at u lah. But finally once someone saw it, and we received a letter from MOE saying not to dump rubbish. hahahaha.
K lah super tired and sleepy. dun wan to think anymore already.
good night.

Fooood.....

Ahh.....today's all about eating, eating and more eating. Woke up at 7am today feeling that it was Sunday and went back to sleep. But suddenly felt strange and remembered it is Monday. 7.20am. Shit. Quickly washed up, changed, went down to the bus stop to see my bus leaving. Damn it. I would be absent already if I board the next bus. Then remembering that I forgot or rather printed the wrong tutorial, I felt like skipping lesson. So the next bus came, and when I reached school, I felt like shiting, so I decided to skip tutorial and went to toilet. Hmmm I think this is the first time in my 3 years that I skipped lesson with attendance requirement. Haha. Anyway went to lab to do my assignment after that. Didn't do much lah. Then went to next lecture already. Was dozing off every now and then and the lecturer had to call me each time. Think the others in the LT also know me already. K after that went back to lab to find my friends. Stomach was grumbling already. Then we were still dilly-dallying when I saw my supervisor coming in. Come in smile smile I see already also feel like uppercutting his chin. I stared at him and then he went to see another group. I couldn't care less; and seeing more of him will make me lose my appetite so we left the lab asap for our early lunch. GrrR this is the worst part of everyday. Choosing a place to eat and what to eat is becoming so cumbersome! Worst still sometimes still have to wait for this person then wait for that person. So finally we went to Tampines Mall. But still couldn't decide what to eat and spent about half an hour walking around before finally settling for the food court. ahhahaha. And then time to decide what to eat. Walk here walk there all don't look appealing. Ahhhh. Then I ordered a century egg with lean meat porridge. Kao $3.50 sia. I thought it looked tasty but in fact dunno what i was eating. And it was so hot that I think I took almost 1/2 hr to finish it. Paiseh sia let so many people wait. But in the end we felt like having dessert, ahha. So shitty huh. So again couldn't decide what to eat but I ordered a Malt Porridge and another guy ordered the same as me. The auntie was like 'this one good this one good, hen xiang hen xiang!' So was quite tempted. and another guy ordered Black Porridge and another guy combined the two. So we ate. This is got to be the worst eating day ever. Everything I bought is a waste of money! My Malt had no taste at all. Auntie still say hen xiang hen xiang, my ass is even more xiang than ur dessert lah. bugger costed $1.60!!!!! Crazy world. Dunno why I bought also. Oh wait i'm crazy, so i guess it matches. Anyway I tried my friend's black porridge, argh also dunno like what. though had my taste than mine, but they should change the recipe already. However, I mastered the art of eating with two spoons at once. Realised that I can coordinate both hands quite naturally. Haha thanks to Karate again.
Well after that walked for a while and went back to school. Fell asleep in the bus. Hai, so sleepy. Reach school, by then is actual time for lunch already, and truthfully, I was feeling a little hungry again, but controlled my greed. Becoming fat ah! Hmm went back to lab, and continued a bit of my assignment when someone said today had to hand in a journal. Wth i dun even know this week need to hand in. So qucikly typed some crap and printed it out. Dun think that Sankara reads it or even know we handed it in anyway. Sankara you suck! Then someone was playing songs and i got distracted from my assignment and started singing and went to include a few oldies in the list. Hmm nice feng fei fei and teresa teng, and more.
Then was preparing to go for lecture when I decided to pass something to Jennifer. Met her at the bookshop. She looks exceptionally pretty today. ahahahaha. Probably the white shirt. :P But then hor, she saw a guy and suddenly hid behind a wall and told me her heart was beating very fast. It was Qing Tian Pi Li for me ah.....but she said it's not what i think. so ok. hahah. Shuhui ah Shuhui.....
Anyway went to lecture and bought a lollipop before that. The lecturer was still not ready so went out to buy mineral water. ahha. klkk again. Then lecture started. Dunno what he was toking but i think some parts of it are not important as usual. So i dozed off again with the lollipop still in my mouth. Might have drooled again. Hmm. Really tired lah.
Well after that got lab lesson. Was sleepwalking to the lab but decided to start work immediately. But who knows, the tutor explained so many concepts that I couldn't catch up, and felt sian. So I dragged a friend along to buy food. Bought a chicken pao and a carrot cake. He bought a kinder beuno, but could hardly eat it because he had some pain in the mouth. ahahha he looks so funny trying to open the mouth. Eh hi Alvin. Eat liao, tried doing the lab exercise. But got some errors, and asked the tutor for help. Then dunno what happened my files all disappeared and he said nvm and gave me all the solutions. ahahahah.
After this went back to fyp lab again. then my friend felt hungry so we went down again. I suggested going to try the brownies. Hmm was quite shocked to see such expensive and small brownies but what the heck we were hungry so ordered one with two scoops of ice-cream. just that and $3.80 flew away. K lah the brownie tasted good while warm, but the ice-cream was baddddddddddddd. And the auntie got attitude also. I first time go there and dunno how to order and she was like so impatient and rude. Then she kept walking off when i wanted to order something and then asked me want to put ice cream or not. before i could order she took the brownie to the cashier. wtf man i called her back and told her to give me the dunnowhat berry ice cream. she was giving this disgruntled look but i didn't think much of it. So i sat down and eat. my friends also starting eating and within 5 minutes we were done. And we left. Felt quite stupid to spend so much money just eat and go, stomach still feeling empty. Then went to Mensa to look for better food. And noticed this sandwich. We tot there was ham inside and bought it. 80c. Opened up and saw only tomatoes. I laughed at my stupidity till i couldn't eat properly. )(@&)$#() what the heck is wrong man keep wasting my money. 80cents to eat tomatoes!!!!! Could have eaten a proper meal with all the money!!!!! Then we walked to BUS and my friends bought a garlic bread. Omfg. I still haven't finish my sandwich. Wah cannot tahan lah. After that just went back to lab. Slacked a lot, but finally completed my assignment! Yay. but haven't print.
So now i just finished my sumptuous dinner, sneezed and rice flew off, typing this blog, and going to bathe. and then watch tv. hahahaahahahahgahahaha. siao. Tomolo lab test still havent revise. but also dunno what to revise.
gtg, bubbye~

More photos!

Here are more photos taken from my friend's GOOD phone. :o) Gosh I'm so vain!


During lecture. I look pretty tired and unhappy. Haha.


Still during lecture.


Haha was trying to imitate Steven Lim, but dunno why ended up doing Karate.

K the following were inspired by Wo Cai, Wo Cai, Wo Cai Cai Cai. Upward 45 degrees angle, big eyes! :o)


Scissors.


Paper. I look gay in this. But the real gay's beside me. Even his shirt says Pimps.


Stone!

That's all! Still haven't scan those promised earlier. haha maybe during holidays lor