Saturday, November 13, 2004

:o)

I shall blog today because yesterday was a fine day.
Not because it was a PH, but because it was the first time I karaoke-ed for 6 solid hours. Woooo.
Actually we were supposed to be watching a movie. But alas, tickets were sold out blah blah blah, so we didn't know what to do.
Surprisingly Kiyoshi the half-Japanese bugger suggested karaoke-ing!
Ohhhh how exciting. Been such a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong
time since I last went KTVing.
On a side note, I shall not eat in Pastamania again.
It's so )YBA) *F WE)FWCOKN expensive and distasteful, that I could have just eaten the grated cheese and Tabasco Sauce and nothing else. This was my second or third attempt to give you a chance to redeem yourself, but you blew it. Fortunately for you I don't have much power to start a boycotting mob.
And to think I am already so fucking poor, it just made me more poorer in both my wallet and my sense of taste. Screw you Pastamania I hope you stay manic forever and ever.
Ok, after that horrible experience in that stupid SOB manic of a pasta, we went to Paradiz Centre's KBox to sing!!!!!!
Sing sing sing I love singing~!!!!!
But frankly speaking, I have never liked KBox. It's more expensive than other places.
And this outlet we went to, particularly room 86, has the worst system ever. Every half an hour or so, a stupid advertisement shows on screen, and it was not until 1am or so that I realised the advertisement could be skipped. What a fucking waste of time.
And also the screen just went black occassionally, and the mic wasn't really in good working condition.
Oh yes I am officially a member of KBox. For $5 ONLY, when I am so fucking poor.
I have exceeded the amount I allowed myself to spend by 200%.
In fact I used $50 from the $150 debt.
Now Im on debt again.
Ok singing!
The staffs there were quite dumb actually. Haha. Tried to be friendly and spontaneous, but, they sucked.
"Wo Men KBox Hen Zhao Gu Ni De"
"Wo Men KBox Hen Zhao Gu Ni De"
"Wo Men KBox Hen Zhao Gu Ni De"
"Wo Men KBox Hen Zhao Gu Ni De"
"Wo Men KBox Hen Zhao Gu Ni De"
Can't remember how many times the girl repeated that. But it's annoying and I felt like slapping her. Then at that point their so-good-service can come into play and call up a taxi for her to go to the nearest medical centre.
Why do you even serve Alcoholic drinks if you are Hen Zhao Gu Wo De. You kiss my ass and Zhao Gu of yourself first. She looked sickly. Hidden from the thick and disgusting layer of make up.
But I'm still very happy, because we sang many many songs~
Hahaha.
It was really shiok.
Still prefer KSter though.
I want to sing more!!!!!
More!!!!!

MOre!!!!!
MORe!!!!!
MORE!!!!!
So today I couldn't make it for morning training. But on first hand I didn't even know what time was training. Later found out from Vicky that training was at 8am. Wah Kao lucky I didn't know.
I feel powerful today.
But now i'm tired, so i'm going to stop blogging.
Bubbye

Thursday, November 11, 2004

I'm so freaking poor

That's right. I'm so fucking poor that I cry.
No actually I don't cry. I whine.
But actually I just grumble to myself.
I'm eating bread for breadfirst, er breakfast, at 1pm.
I woke up so late today because I didn't feel like waking up early. HAHAHAHAHH i'm so funny.
Ahem.
Actually it's because I had two strange dreams last night, that cost me more energy spent during my sleep; when I'm supposed to be recovering energy. Get the idea?

I can vaguely remember the first dream. But both of them had some sort of inter-relations.
It was about the supernatural.
The first dream took place in broad daylight and had something to do with Buddhas or dunno wat. That's the whole shit of it I can remember.
The second one was at night. It was raining heavily.
I dreamt that I was walking along Kallang river opposite the 24hr prata stall.
There were many children in school uniform playing by the river. The water level was very high, and the water choppy. Like in the movies.
For no reason I became very anxious.
And the next thing I knew, a boy had fallen into the river. And drowned there and then.
For some reason, my parents appeared and told me to go down the river to find the body back.
And for even more unknown reasons, the river had became dried up.
But the body was nowhere to be seen. And I was afraid the boy would just suddenly stick his hand out from the ground and grab my whatever.
However, I found something else.
Two two dollar notes and one five dollar notes. Wtf.
I gave them to my parents, but somehow they were able to sense that the money was dirty. Not THAT dirty, but, DIRTY. So I threw them back onto the floor.
I began walking along the river and reached a point where there was covered ceiling.
And I saw many religious statues. It was a kind of temple. Looked Thai to me at that point.
I can also remember that there were 7 statues in total.
A man beckoned to me to take some incense and offer my prayers to each of them.
I also remember asking him what each statue represented.
I prayed for the well-being of my family on the first statue.
The rest became blur images in my memory.
Anyhow, I managed to complete the course and then *poof*, I sort of woke up.
And went back to sleep.
Feels eerie actually. Yucks.

One thing to point out is that I purposely used a lot of 'I's and 'And's because of no particular purpose.

Hmm maybe becuase it's Deepavali today that I dreamt those dreams.
The festival of lights. Don't get me wrong. I'm saying this because Deepavali is a triumph of good over evil, and I'm praying for the wellness of my family.
Ahh I dunno how to express myself but that's what i'm trying to say.

Back to my being poor.
I've already calculated today's spendings.
$15 for two birthday presents.
$16 for the M card.
$8.50 for watching movie.
Probably $6+++ for dinner.
That's 15 + 16 + 8.50 + 6 = .....

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So difficult.
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ok got it. That's $45+++++++++++++
Fuck man my pay not enough some more still have to Dou Tiap. Cb.
And I already prepared that money to pay for my belt yesterday, but Sensei Wong didn't want to take it.
Maybe I drag a few more days later then pay him.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NO MONEY!!!!!

And it's raining. ARGH.

Monday, November 08, 2004

I've lost weight!!!!!

Omfg i'm so happy and surprised!
I actually got back to 65kg already!!!!! Oh yeah oh yeah.
And to think i've been eating more junk food than proper meals.
And to think i've been consuming more quantity and less meals.
I'm so happy that I consumed the remaining portion of Probably the Best Beer in The World. Thus probably increasing my weight by 0.5kg.
I'm gonna do more jogging and training to maintain this weight or lower.
Hopefully I can do it, cos I woke up at 9.15am today, but went back to sleep and woke up at intervals and finally got my ass off the bed at 2.30pm. wahahaha what a fucking lazy pig.
And something about my sleep.
I kept waking up at intervals, because I thought I heard noises in my house. Once I even felt that the bed was kneeled on, on a gesture to reach for my ass and hit it. Like how my mother would wake me up. It felt so real. And frankly speaking I was afraid to open my eyes. But I did and saw nothing and went back to sleep.
That's when I heard noises in the kitchen of someone rummaging through the kitchen. And I tried waking up and opening my eyes but could hardly do it. Eventually I had enough and woke up for good. There's a term for this, but I dunno what is it. Dun care either. I dun bother u, u dun bother me.

I finally bought Kinder Surprise today! whahaahah.
Had a craving for it ever since Vicky gave me one last.....someday last week.
I used to buy it often as a kid. But after I found that the toys didn't appeal to me, and that I had no single cent, I stopped.
After so many years the interest is rekindled, and it's price has also gone up. So much so that one packet of three eggs costs more than my lunch. Knn.
The good thing is that, it's not available everywhere.
The bad thing is that, I know where to find them.

Oh yes. I skipped work yesterday.
That's like, sooooooo bad!
As said previously, Sunday was grading. The whole thing ended at 3pm. But still we had to entertain some trainees. Left SKA at 4+ Went to eat at Boon Tong Kee. Hmm really nice food btw.
I reached home at 5+ and quickly showered and changed and reached the bus stop at 5.30pm. Took the bus, and fell asleep.
When I woke up, I had no idea whether I had overshot my workplace, or was still going towards my workplace. But by then, I was late for 10mins. I alighted at Marine Parade. And was at a loss for what to do. Both sides' buses were not coming, and I was really tired anyway. So I decided not to work. And smsed my boss telling him I tripped off the bus and sprained my ankle. Fuck, so pain.
Didn't receive any replies. Think they dont care also. Aiyah at most get fired lah. If not then this sunday I compensate by working harder.

My senior asked me a question today.
He was saying that Everything that has a beginning, has an end. No, I don't quite believe that he watches The Matrix.
He asked: "What is the one thing that is beginningless?"
I have a feeling that the answer is going to be quite crappy.
Anyone knows the answer?